Sunday, December 6, 2009

OH, Hey there! I have a blog..

Sometimes I forget about my blog. I guess that doesn't make me a very good blogger does it?


Well it is almost 7:00 am and I've been awake since 2pm. I'm a bit of an insomniac. When 4:00 I decided I should try and stay awake instead of going to sleep. You see I was faced with the same delima two nights ago and well, I didn't wake up until 2pm. And now I'm awake again. Ah the cycle continues.

Well I don't have a lot to say at the moment. I'm getting to the stage of tired where I loose track of all space and time! So here is an image of a drawing I'm almost finished with!


Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Salvation and Prayer

When I was in 7th grade, I was the fat kid in class, I wasn't very nice to people and I really thought my parents were going to get a divorce.

I struggled a lot personally, with kids my own age and being teased. I wasn't in a good place and I couldn't get bad thoughts, thoughts I don't even want to repeat, out of my head. I felt like I was drowning sometimes and I cried all the time. The only thing that kept me from completely losing myself, and falling apart was praying. I prayed every night, every time I had a bad thought and I prayed for my family to be happy. You see, my dad had an addiction to pot for a long time. An addiction I didn't know about until well after he was saved by God. But, at the time, all I knew was my parents fought a lot and I fought with my dad most every night.

One day, I was laying on the couch in our living room and it was a particularly rough day. My mind was running to places I didn't want it to go and I layed on that couch, crying and praying. I prayed so hard that my mind would ease, that God would take care of my family and take care of me. And then as if a hand was on my forehead, I had this complete feeling of peace. I knew in that moment, everything thing would be okay and that He would take care of me. I knew it wouldn't happen overnight and I kept praying and have prayed ever since.

I prayed the next year and a half and by that time I saw my mother and father be saved by God. I saw my family being happy and together. I saw a love between my mother and father that I hadn't ever seen. I knew from the moment I was lying on the couch praying, that I would see this day. It has instilled in me the faith that God will always take care of me, that he will always be there to fix what has gone wrong if we just trust in Him and pray with all our might. I've had many other struggles since then but He has always provided whether it be something big or something small.

I'm writing this now because lately I've felt such a negative attitude toward God and toward Christians. It makes me so sad for people when I hear them speak negatively about Christianity because I KNOW, and I mean know, what He will do for you. I know the love He has for us and how He provides for us. My faith is such a huge part of me and I think it is one of the things that defines me the most.

I have never had a problem with being friends with people who believe in different political stances or different religions. What I find sad and unnecessary is the lack of respect I've seen toward something I hold so dear in my heart and soul.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

New Website!

Here is a preview of my new website! Tohny is doing it for me and he's so amazing. I'm super excited! Hopefully it will be up and running in a few weeks. :)

Sunday, October 18, 2009

For Fun

A couple old picture from when Tohny and I first started dating. :)





Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Words to live by

Be still in the presence of the Lord, and wait patiently for him to act. Don’t worry about evil people who prosper or fret about their wicked schemes. Stop being angry! Turn from your rage! Do not lose your temper—it only leads to harm. For the wicke...d will be destroyed, but those who trust in the Lord will possess the land

Psalm 37:7-9Read More

Sunday, July 19, 2009

My Apartment - a work in progress

I spent a bit of time last week in Pullman painting and getting my apartment kind of situated. I didn't get everything ready but I made some progress. Here is a little sneak peak:

Before:









After:













Friday, July 17, 2009

Nothing to say..

Sometimes I really want to post something on my blog but I just feel like I have nothing to say.. lol my life is kind of boring at times.

I have lots of new images of my art coming soon, I just need to photograph and scan some things in. They're pieces that I did last semester but I haven't gotten around to getting the images digital, lol.

Sooooo I'll be back with those in a bit. :)

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Kind of Surprise?

I'm assuming anyone who reads my blog, also reads my mom's so..... SURPRISE! Tohny and I are married! But you probably already knew that, haha.


I have a bunch of pictures posted on my flickr here: http://www.flickr.com/kaylasheeley

Here's a teaser



What I really wanted to post about was a couple new things in my Etsy. I've posted a print of the Elizabeth painting and also this print:



So what I'm asking is for you to please, please look at my Etsy, see if there is something you like and if there is buy it! If not, message me and I'm sure I can do a piece of art or a piece of jewelry for you! Help a poor, married girl buy paints, other art supplies and pay some bills! Sorry for the shameless begging... Thanks everyone!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Shhh....

I have a surprise/secret! And I'm not telling...

Friday, June 19, 2009

Should I move?

I feel like moving my blog back to my typepad one. Sometimes I think this one doesn't get a whole lot of traffic. Then again, I tend to be indecisive...

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Happy Birthday Dad!

Tomorrow (the 12th) is my dad's 60th birthday! Its weird he's that old because he definitely doesn't act like it and he most definitely doesn't look it.






So, Happy Birthday Dad! I love you and I hope you have a nice relaxing day!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Summer Officially Starts!

Well, I haven't blogged in two months with pretty good reason, I guess. I've been busy finishing this semester of school, getting ready for Farm Chicks and moving to a new apartment in Pullman. But, Farm Chicks is done and now I'm pretty much left with nothing to do... I don't think I have any pictures to share either, lol.

Farm Chicks was good this year, I think. My mom did really well and people responded really positively to her towels, pillows and art which I thought was really cool. I got to meet some really nice and friendly people (there is always the exception of the rude person but I only ran into maybe one or two!) and share lots of stories with people that I'm sure I can't remember anymore.

I'll try to blog some more from now on, I should really keep up with it. Since I don't have a whole lot to do this summer, mostly just planning the wedding, I should have some time to do it!

See ya!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I finally got around to getting good pictures of a couple of my pieces. I'm really tired so I think I'll just post them!




Elizabeth, 2009, 48x40in, Acrylic on Canvas

Childhood, 2009, 70x60in, pen and ink
(This drawing is actually taller than I am!)
Detail of Childhood

Monday, April 13, 2009

Bad Days

I've had a lot of them lately.

I'm sitting in my art history class looking at these amazing paintings by Chuck Close, who is one of my favorite artists, and I can't concentrate. I decided to post a blog and maybe I can vent a little.

I've been having major problems with money and paying bills and things like that, which I think a lot of people are struggling with right now. Its frustrating because the job I have doesn't allow me to work very many hours and I can't find another job to balance things out with. Its something that I've been stressing over for a couple months now and I think it is literally making me physically sick. Every bone in my body aches, I've been getting headaches and everything just seems out of wack with me. I think it weighs a lot on Tohny's mind too.

When things couldn't get any worse, they did. We got Edgar, our dog, knowing that we weren't supposed to have dogs in our apartment. But, we only had a few months left there and we were getting a new place that allows dogs. So, we tried to hide him. But then, I got an e-mail from my land lord saying some one told her about us having a dog. So, I told her the truth and she told me to get rid of the dog. Edgar is now living with my parents until we move out of this apartment and in to the new one. Everything about this situation is breaking my heart. I got home yesterday after leaving Edgar with my parents and nothing seemed right. I miss him, he's like my baby.

All of this has been accompanied by generally bad days and I just want out of it. I'm trying to keep positive and tell myself that God never gives us more than we can handle. And I know He doesn't, I have faith in that. But, right now it just feels like I'm drowning and I can't get my head above the water.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

I had a thought a while ago when I was thinking about how I get images out of marks that I make. How these little lines or brush strokes make up something bigger and how I know how to exactly place them. And it occurred to me:



There is nothing special about the marks I make with a pencil or a brush. It is only by the grace of God that anything good comes out of them.

Kayla Sheeley, Elizabeth, 48''x40''. 2009

*Sorry about the crappy image. Its the only one I have of this piece and it happens to be on a cell phone. :S

Saturday, March 28, 2009

TV vs. Art

We had an interesting discussion in class the other day about the difference between watching television and looking at a piece of art. Some say that television has desensitised us to really looking at a piece of art and trying to understand what is going on, what it is saying to us and what the artist is trying to say to us. I think their basic arguement was that art, in the traditional sense, has more substance to it than modern day things like television or movies.

It is true that before the invention of things like the television or movies, art was a form of entertainment. Paintings, more often than sculpture, told a story and people used to spend more than a few seconds looking at a piece of art. I heard that the average person only looks at piece of art for something like 5 seconds. I have to say from an artist point of view (and especially sense I always try to tell a story with my pieces) it is some what of a disappointing statistic. They also argued that everything is given to you in a TV show. The plot, the story, the characters, everything is laid out for you and all you have to do is sit there and look at it.

Well, I have to disagree with most of their arguements. Maybe it is because I like TV and movies so much, but I think that there are shows and movies that are works of art in themselves. Its true that the artistic and intellectual range of television shows is vast considering we have things like Flavor of Love or Date my Mom and then we have shows like Lost or House. But, it is the shows like Lost or House that support my arguement. Shows like those make you think and in the case of Lost, you have to see it from the beginning or you will be completely and utterly.. well, lost.

So, I think to say that people don't pay attention to art because of television is a slightly ignorant comment. Because there are in fact the Flavor of Loves in the art world. There are works that make you think and there are works where all of the information is given to you.


Take, for example, Clyfford Still and Chris Jordon. Jordan is a contemporary artist who makes photomanipulations based on statistics he gathers from research. His pieces are what they are, straight foward and to the point. The titled and description for each of his pieces tells the viewer exactly what they are looking at (I'm not nessessarily saying he's the Flavor of Love of art but, kind of). Still, on the other hand was as mysterious as his paintings. He never spoke about what they meant and his work is left to art experts to try and interpret.


Still, Untitled
Jordan, Barbie Dolls

I don't think that art is in any way diminished by television because the definition of the word is completely subjective. I believe that some things on television and some movies are great works of art. They are made by creative writers, directors and performed by brilliant actors. I think what we have in present time is just more art forms to embrace.

Friday, March 27, 2009

Some re-edits

I re-edited a few pictures from weddings that I've shot. I feel like my edditing skills have come along way since the first wedding I did so I thought I'd play around with them. Here's the re-edits!









Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Back to Basics

Hey everyone! I'm back at blogger because its a lot easier to use now and its free (which is always good)! So, stay tuned for more entries, I'm still getting everything set up!